• I met up with an old college friend today, who I haven’t seen in way too long. It was fun to catch up on all that has happened over the past several years and to meet the two very different babies in her life…

    Both of her babies are always very happy to see you…

    Both babies can be a little stinky at times and need cleaning up after…

    Both babies do a lot of drooling…

    But only one baby has a face that is so easy for everyone to love…

    And the other baby…

    Has a face that I especially love…

    I am a such a sucker for dogs, and at 135 lbs, this guy is a whole lot of dog to love.

    I’d sneak him back to California in a second, except he doesn’t quite fit into my carry-on luggage.

  • I am off to Charleston, South Carolina, for the weekend…

    Where the waves are a lot smaller,

    the water is a lot warmer,

    and in the place of cliffs stand barrier islands of sand.

    And while I am gone,

    I have just one request…

    Take good care of you, for me.

    And I’ll take good care of me,

    for you.

  • My friends, Rebecca and Nick, like bacon so much that in December they got their own pigs to raise… and slaughter. And ever since the pigs arrived, they have been talking about all the different ways they were going to eat their pigs when the time came.

    Well, last Wednesday, the time came… and Nick called me to see if I wanted to document the process.

    Personally, I don’t eat bacon, or much meat at all.

    When I get to choose the food I eat, I choose vegetables, partially because I am lazy and meat requires a lot more work than vegetables, but mostly because I don’t want to support the inhumane and toxic practices of factory farming (for more information watch Food, Inc.)

    But if I am served meat then I will gratefully eat it. I don’t like to be rude and I don’t like to waste food. And if I know where the meat is coming from and how the animals were raised, then sometimes I actually even choose to eat meat, like heritage turkeys at Thanksgiving, or grass-fed burgers at the Fremont Diner… so I call myself an opportunivore.

    Because I do occasionally eat meat, I think it is important that I know what it means to eat meat… to see the process of going from a live animal to, in this case, bacon.

    So Wednesday I documented the first step… Killing the pigs. I have documented sheep being harvested before, at Windrush Farm, but never pigs. Pigs are a little smarter and more personable than sheep, so I was a little nervous and not entirely confident I could watch. But really it wasn’t so bad.

    Actually I would be grateful if my death were as quick and painless, and if my body could continue to be a part of the life-cycle, instead of having to be cremated or preserved in a box, wasting valuable resources and land.

    So I arrived and met the pigs. I gave them both belly rubs until they rolled over and passed out in pure joy.

    Then the truck arrived. We met JD and his special truck that is equipped to process animals on site, which is less stressful for the animals because they don’t have to be transported to a slaughterhouse.

    Nick was also nervous. He was the one who cared for these pigs every day for the last three months, and he wasn’t sure he could watch them being killed either. But before we realized, JD had already shot the first one and the process of cleaning and butchering began.

    The photos posted were taken with my Rolleiflex, which actually make the event look less graphic. If you would like another perspective, or to compare the difference between film and digital, then there is also a slide show of photos I took with my digital camera.

    If you would prefer not to know where your bacon comes from then now is a good time to close your eyes…

    These were two lucky pigs. They lived a good life and they will continue to live on in the bodies of my sustainably farming friends.

    Next step in making bacon: butchering. Those photos coming soon.

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  • With our fingers crossed, I think I can say that Rebecca Burgess and I are finished with photo shoots for her book… seven months, six blog posts, four states, and at least twelve photo shoots later.

    Our last and final task was to photograph the beautiful knit pieces that Heidi Iverson designed and knit to represent spring and winter.

    Seemingly not a hard task, but for some reason we didn’t quite get it right. With our focus on other aspects of the photo shoots (like: logistics, lighting, timing) and no budget for a stylist, we forgot to think about styling, and we left that job up to the models…

    Which is not always the best idea, especially when the models have no idea what they are supposed to be styling their clothes to match, having not seen the knit pieces.

    So when the models showed up with clothes that didn’t quite fit the look we were going for, we dressed them in my clothes, which also didn’t quite fit the look we were going for (and made me depressed about my wardrobe,) and as a result we got photos that didn’t quite fit the look we were going for.

    We needed hip but not hippie, natural but definitely not synthetic, and style…. so we had to take-two. And for that we called in the professionals… like Genevieve who was born with style and knew exactly what to bring when I showed her the photo of the scarf.

    And as you can see, it makes a big difference…

    Notice beautiful Shugri’s over-sized and synthetic sweater?

    Not her fault. Shugri did a fantastic job and she was so gracious to volunteer her time on her birthday. But unfortunately the goofy gray sweater from Ross Dress for Less (embarrassingly mine) doesn’t quite do it… in either of the photo shoots…

    Both Sarah and Elizabeth also did a fantastic job being beautiful in the woods with the hats… but I can’t get over the sweater, the stupid sweater, which is also mine. This just proves that I need a stylist to come have an intervention in my closet.

    So we tried again with the hats too. And having gone through the first failed attempt with us, this time the very stylish Sarah knew just what to bring to match the hats, including her cute son, River.

    So, as my friend’s toddler says, “Ta-dah!” I think we did it.

    I want to send out a huge thank you to everyone who very generously contributed their time and energy to make this such a fun and eventually successful project.

  • This is the view we see from all of the windows at the back of our house… (click photo to enlarge)

    Our 96 year old landlady is scared of fires, so she hired someone to spray the entire backyard with round-up and kill all of the plants in our backyard. This is heartbreaking to us for so many reasons.

    And on a rainy day like today, I especially wonder what the effect of the poison will be to the 50+ robins who have descended on our mud flat.

    The robins come to gobble up the worms, who emerge out of the ground to escape the excess water, that would normally be absorbed by the roots of the plants, but because there are no plants, the worms have nowhere to hide, therefore the worms are easy targets for the robins… and the robins are psyched.

    But little do the robins know that the worms have been wallowing in poison for the last three months… so our little story does not have a happy ending… not yet anyway.

    It is time for us to speak up.

    “UNLESS someone like you… cares a whole awful lot… nothing’s going to get better… It’s not.” – The Lorax, by Dr. Seuss

    (Sorry for the downer post… if you need a pick-me-up go click on the video of the bouncing lambs… that should do the trick.)

  • And that means lots of cute baby faces.

    And lots of proud mom faces too.

    Some of the moms I helped deliver when they were born… like the sheep named Paige, who is standing above. I helped deliver her on my first night living on the farm, five years ago.

    It is funny to compare what she and I have both done over the past five years… she has probably given birth to eight lambs, whereas I have gone to London, gotten my master’s degree and gotten married.

    I remember when I lived on the farm, I wanted to start a woman’s movement for these girls. I tried to tell them to: Run. Go. I told them there is a big world out there and they don’t have to spend their life being pregnant.

    But by the time fall would come around again, they must have forgotten everything that I told them. Because there they’d be, standing at the fence, heads hanging low and panting heavily at the ram on the other side, who was breathing just as hard as he eagerly waited for his glorious day to come.

    So the lambs are here again, and they are learning how to jump while I am learning video…

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  • Because Arann and I work crazy hard during the summer months, January and February are sort of like our summer vacations, but without the warm summer part.

    So we are trying to take advantage of these slower days by spending as much time as we can outside with our dog.

    Sometimes we get restless and wish summer would hurry up and get here.

    But when we stop and look closely, we find things are pretty good right now.

  • Regardless how or why Valentine’s Day started, I think it’s nice that we have a day dedicated to showing people that we love them. And after a month of endless gray and rainy days, we could all use a little more creative love.

  • This was one of my favorite weddings from last summer because the groom, Martin, is the brother of one of my favorite photographers in the world, Art Rogers. Martin is also a photographer and worked for National Geographic for many years… so the pressure to create good photos was on. But everything was planned so well that it made my job easy and fun.

    Congratulations, Emily and Martin. It was an honor and pleasure to photograph your wedding.

    Many thanks to Green Girl Events for putting on another wonderful event at the the Banta residence.